Are you happy?

You wanted me close, or to go far?

Didn’t you love me when I was so near?

Or was I a fool like everyone

In thinking that I was the only one?

 

I gave you a place here,

Here, where I heard you so clear.

I thought that that’d be so nice,

I didn’t know there’d be so much noise, and I’d lose my own voice.

 

You say now I leant on you too much,

But I just showed my world as such,

To you my love, I gave everything,

Thinking that it was the diamond ring.

 

You damned the cracks you saw in me,

You dreamt of a life I’d never be,

To you, my past was dust, the future full of rust,

And I was left, with my world crushed.

I had to do this, or die,

I had to throw you out of that place or cry,

And now I have to fight myself, (as much as the world),

For an honor and an insult of my wounded self.

Are you happy?

Are you happy now???